Thursday -- Frenzy day

I am semi frenzy but not out of control.

my heart isn't engaged but there is a sense of responsibility to do what needs to be done about this next step which hasn't yet been fulfilled: the endorectal ultrasound

the request has been put in but it hasn't been approved yet. i called medi-cal and was referred to caloptima

7142468500

8667964245  CALOPTIMa

Medical management dept.

I was told there that a referring doctor needs to call them to do the expiditing 

i just called Jessica at teh oncology institute and left a message about calling the Medical Management dept. at Cal Optima about expediting

the reason this is a problem is as far as I know I need to have the ultrasound before I see the surgeon on Monday. 

it took almost a month to get the appointment with the surgeon on Monday. 

I know that everything is in God's hand. I'm not in frenzy. 

I know no one owes me anything. The state of California has been gracious to help me so far.

https://www.yahoo.com/entertainment/rock-n-roll-couple-mike-jules-peterss-incredible-cancer-story-laugh-050453476.html


HOw do you act when you may have cancer?

I don't know. I think all I know is what I've seen on the movies.
It reminds me of my junior prom. I did everyting i saw on teh movies and it was a disaster


i told Jaleel about my situation today.



Its past 5 pm now. I called again and my authorization is still pending. they told me to call tomorrow. i hope i will be able to do the procedure friday or this weekend before the meet with surgeon monday