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Friday biopsy

am going to oncologist today

was going to go to mosque outreach but i was told they have the results of the biopsy so i want to go see that


had my first program at 5 p.m. yesterday. One call from Ed. I thought it was a good program about Zakir Naik but no response


am getting discouraged. I think I will wait a few weeks to see how it goes. if there is no other responses maybe i should leave

Haz wants me to go to Kentucky and spend a few weeks with him to work on a book. he is saying stuff I dont like about new age and crap


wednesday I went to agostinos and told Crystal about them taking out my tumor

I wanna want somebody
I'm standing here alone
I think I know just how to do it
Just feel weird that I know
Would hope that I could need
As much I want to be needed
Father maybe just a miracle
Could make this hardened heart to feel
Something that it doesn't have to control
Something that it could release
Father sometimes it just gets too lonely
though i can for now brush it away

help me take the steps I need
help me learn how to obey


Mohammed Bassaj played at Hard Rock Cafe


Azad is going to San Deigo to do his ministry there

I was told the biopsy results came in. will be going in a while


I went, and the results were negative. The doctor was very animated as she told me. She said she wants me to go back to dr. Bui and do another colonoscopy to make sure eveyrthing is OK. She said she didn't want to put me through chemo if not.






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