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Saturday -- after op

feelign a little constipated. I ate KFC when I got out of the hospital and I think it stopped me up.

I called Dr. Rimon to ask if I could take laxitive so close after operation and he told me I could.

I went to lunch with Jacob. He has a new girlfriend who is not walking with the Lord. I wasn't too happy but I tried to be supportive.


Then I went to Sam Ash and saw a guitar I liked. I wanted to buy it using two of my old guitars as trade ins. But I didn't feel peace about it. It was the same "step down" lack of peace I felt when I was 19 years old and I didn't feel peace about taking guitar lessons or going deeper in guitar learning. I felt like I was taking a step down possibly from spirit to soul in buying the guitar. So I didn't buy it.


The last time what happened is that I told God I would not play the guitar again until God gave me another guitar. That same day Mary's father gave me two guitars he had in teh house.



When I want to church there was a thing on the screen "skilled musicians wanted," I signed up.

this is disgusting: but I had my first bowel movement since the opeartion at church. i know it's gross but I was so happy as I've been constipated and was worried that there might be problems down under.

Maybe this is the better thing I need.


Then I went and saw Azad. I still felt an emptiness and needed some infilling. It helped to talk to Azad.



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