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Tuesday election day

pretty important day, i will go to oncologist


don't yet have the results of the biopsy of the tumor that was taken out

am feeling bad about my hardness of heart and lack of spiritual hunger and self sufficiency

Father, forgive me.

I read Revelation the first part today. The words to the churches were convicting. I'm so far behind where I was. Jesus repeats that often.

am not depressed but am thinking of reasons why i should be. i'm ok just a little lonely


Abed
Jacob
Azad
Melody
Haz
David who called
open mikes
my heart

i neared my bottom out and felt the uplifting arms of love

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