I am sitting out on the sofa in Shadis house still
i was called to Dr. Tehany's last night she wanted to support my ministry. Which comes at a great time as I'm having to move out.
Junior called to say it would be a week or two weeks before the places is ready
As I was at IRvine Spectrum last night I saw Kato and Nardene and Anna. It was so great.
I went and saw the Mule. Not bad
Was supposed to see Haz. he wanted to see me in a bar in Santa Monica. It was a bridge too far.
I told Dr. Tehay of my cancer situation. She said she would like to go with me to Dr. Bui and thinks I should move to the UCI rather than all of these other doctors.. The UCI has been the best to be honest.
BTW on the dr. front.
I was approved to go do follow up with Dr. Bui on Jan. 3. This is the to see the result of the biopsy from the colonoscopy.
I think I'm supposed to see Dr. Pamela Jan. 11?
Then on Jan. 24 I have to go see Dr. Melanchy about surgery.
And I have to go see Dr. Lee for another colonoscopy and removal of something on Jan. 11.
I called up Dr. Pamela to see if there was some overlap in what is happening to me because it seems like I'm gettng two different things going on here. Or is it the same thing?
And Karen got her biopsy and the results were positive. She will be having an operation on Jan. 24.
I was doing my usual political stuff on facebook when a kid from open open mike DAryl wrote this:
Darryl Jonathan Basco I hardly know you dude, but you're always posting some really triggering shit. Everybody has a right to their opinions, but why not pump the breaks a bit and let everyone enjoy the holidays in peace and harmony instead of always trying to divide? WWJD?
I responded "You got a point." and he added a heart.
One the one had I could have had several reactions:
1. It's my page I say what I want
2. Why are you on my page?
3. If you don't want to see my stuff get off my page.
4. Who the hell are you?
But it's not about him. It's about me. I do feel a little bad about some of the stuff I put on Facebook. I usually do put stuff that makes people mad just to make them made.
It used to be Sherif but he stopped responding to my stuff
Then there was Joshua
And then there was Rodney.
And there are a few others.
It always felt bad at some level
But I got enough thumbs up and support and attention that I kept it up
Darryl's comment, even though he says a bad word in it, does have value.
I got to admit, a lot of what I do is because I am bored and lazy
I don't have a regular job and I have lots of time on my hands.
It's a shame to say this.
I feel bad about it.
I would like to discontinue this relationship to the internet but its so hard.
I love news and keeping up on stuff.
I lvoe watching the TRump news stuff and always want to defend him
Father, help me. I know myself. I don't want to speak negatively and negatively impact myself. Help me to not do that. Help me to take the good of Darryls' message and follow it. HE has a point regardless of the little error he made. I think I could be a better person and more effective witness if I was better on Facebook. Help me to be better. If I need help to do this help me find it. You have been so good to me. If I just focus on you I don't get so angry. Forgive me FAther for the bad witness and for teh ways that I hurt others with my words. Help me to be better. You know that I'm gifted with words. You gave me this gift. I have passion. But help me to channel that passion the right way to the right things. In Jesus' Name.
Met with Haz. he said he wants to get away from everything called ministry. I said I didn't. I was too old and didn't want to use my energy for anything else
was a little bumpy but everything worked out OK. hopefully I will see him again before he leaves on teh 7th
Also went to Ed and Elaines and saw their friend "Ed." who I met years ago with them. He was asking about KNIS and he hears it in Wyoming. Nice visit. Also went to see Haz. then I was going to go to Shades but didn't as there was no host. I left early came home. Went to Jons.
Tomorrow I will start moving my stuff to the truck.
i was called to Dr. Tehany's last night she wanted to support my ministry. Which comes at a great time as I'm having to move out.
Junior called to say it would be a week or two weeks before the places is ready
As I was at IRvine Spectrum last night I saw Kato and Nardene and Anna. It was so great.
I went and saw the Mule. Not bad
Was supposed to see Haz. he wanted to see me in a bar in Santa Monica. It was a bridge too far.
I told Dr. Tehay of my cancer situation. She said she would like to go with me to Dr. Bui and thinks I should move to the UCI rather than all of these other doctors.. The UCI has been the best to be honest.
BTW on the dr. front.
I was approved to go do follow up with Dr. Bui on Jan. 3. This is the to see the result of the biopsy from the colonoscopy.
I think I'm supposed to see Dr. Pamela Jan. 11?
Then on Jan. 24 I have to go see Dr. Melanchy about surgery.
And I have to go see Dr. Lee for another colonoscopy and removal of something on Jan. 11.
I called up Dr. Pamela to see if there was some overlap in what is happening to me because it seems like I'm gettng two different things going on here. Or is it the same thing?
And Karen got her biopsy and the results were positive. She will be having an operation on Jan. 24.
I was doing my usual political stuff on facebook when a kid from open open mike DAryl wrote this:
Darryl Jonathan Basco I hardly know you dude, but you're always posting some really triggering shit. Everybody has a right to their opinions, but why not pump the breaks a bit and let everyone enjoy the holidays in peace and harmony instead of always trying to divide? WWJD?
I responded "You got a point." and he added a heart.
One the one had I could have had several reactions:
1. It's my page I say what I want
2. Why are you on my page?
3. If you don't want to see my stuff get off my page.
4. Who the hell are you?
But it's not about him. It's about me. I do feel a little bad about some of the stuff I put on Facebook. I usually do put stuff that makes people mad just to make them made.
It used to be Sherif but he stopped responding to my stuff
Then there was Joshua
And then there was Rodney.
And there are a few others.
It always felt bad at some level
But I got enough thumbs up and support and attention that I kept it up
Darryl's comment, even though he says a bad word in it, does have value.
I got to admit, a lot of what I do is because I am bored and lazy
I don't have a regular job and I have lots of time on my hands.
It's a shame to say this.
I feel bad about it.
I would like to discontinue this relationship to the internet but its so hard.
I love news and keeping up on stuff.
I lvoe watching the TRump news stuff and always want to defend him
Father, help me. I know myself. I don't want to speak negatively and negatively impact myself. Help me to not do that. Help me to take the good of Darryls' message and follow it. HE has a point regardless of the little error he made. I think I could be a better person and more effective witness if I was better on Facebook. Help me to be better. If I need help to do this help me find it. You have been so good to me. If I just focus on you I don't get so angry. Forgive me FAther for the bad witness and for teh ways that I hurt others with my words. Help me to be better. You know that I'm gifted with words. You gave me this gift. I have passion. But help me to channel that passion the right way to the right things. In Jesus' Name.
Met with Haz. he said he wants to get away from everything called ministry. I said I didn't. I was too old and didn't want to use my energy for anything else
was a little bumpy but everything worked out OK. hopefully I will see him again before he leaves on teh 7th
Also went to Ed and Elaines and saw their friend "Ed." who I met years ago with them. He was asking about KNIS and he hears it in Wyoming. Nice visit. Also went to see Haz. then I was going to go to Shades but didn't as there was no host. I left early came home. Went to Jons.
Tomorrow I will start moving my stuff to the truck.
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