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Sunday

when to Azad's chruch. was good message about Mark 1

I translated Azad's speech to conference.

got messages from S. still hurting
i'm so stupid. why did i do that?


Father forgive me and heal Your son.
d y
feeling that little dot of depression. not happy. guilt. fear of myself.

Father help me. Force feed me Your acceptance

had a pretty good day. Went to Cottonwood. There was good message by Pastor Bayless

I went to see Randy and Arri afterwards.

Kato called me and told me of a job offer at teh Tustin branch of OC rescue mission. about 25 hours a week

I said yes I was excited by it

I should have said I would pray about it

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