Cancer Blog

I went today to see Randy and Arri. Ed also came. We had fish dinner. Very good Randy's father passed away in Arizona. He will be cremated. I mailed back Mom's key that I accidentally forgot in my pocket. Surprised by the computer. It has been working non stop so far since I got back from Nevada Am looking to get on the list at Roisins apartment they have low rent apartments. will have to get ready for my program on Thursday. I am intrigued by Father Zakaria's teaching on Bohayra. It turns out he repented and left secret messages in teh Quran to point people to the truth.

Just took the car back and came home. Talked to Shadi wasn't the nicest but I think I"m OK made coffee and I'm sitting on my mattress on my way home from Fox Rent a Car -- I heard a sermon about Jonah and the storm and the waves that's the fifth time or fourth time..... I will start looking for a place soon God's under girding has enabled me to be nicer than i expected on my way home, I stopped by and saw Ken and Shaylann. I was feeling so bad about going like I wasn't wanted in light of all the people there already but I felt I had to go since I was right there and had spoken to Ken and Shaylann a few days earlier I also saw Ezra and his wife and daughter -- had real good talks with them and also Aiden and he is in college. Asher wasn't there... had great time. Then headed home. As I got down 395 there was a bad accident had to turn around drive through Lancaster and Rosemond to get back home Got home around 4 a.m. slept and took car...

Went out to Pyramid Lake played a little guitar then I went to see Deborah and kids. I told Shayla" "How's little Stevie." It was fun I got to know some of Deborah's relatives. Saw Cameron and Dakota. Gave cards to the kids I had a little hint of an apology for not being there for them..."I wish I would have been there more for you." was worth it. Rick Cline is in the hospital

I drove all the way to Donner's Pass and fell asleep at the pass Rest Stop. I slept from around 4 a.m. to 10. Woke up and it was snowing a little so I hurried the rest of the way. Came and saw Mom and Rick went and got Fatima. 4TH SEA and WAVES STORM sermon Was listening to KNIS and Bill Feldner was reading Acts when Paul was in the ship in the storm tht not muh. e same story that was used in the sermon Sunday night On the way, I was pretty good. My spirit was in control of my soul and flesh. I did listen to a little zep songs but not much. Kept the peace in my heart. am at Mom's now with Fatima watching Charlie Brown Thanksgiving special Shadi called me and told me that the Samuel's wife from Al Karma died yesterday and said I can go to the funeral with him. I called Shayleann and Ken (in that order yesterday).

Monday was a pretty good day except for the battle inside. I worked here at the house and then I went  to go to the Doctors office to get the appointment for next colonoscopy done. I got it and the follow up appointment with Dr. Bui lined up. Then I wanted to go to the Men's Meeting at Cottonwood. As I was on my way, there was a message from Pastor Matt that they were doing a Shakey's Pizza fund raiser at 5 so I was able to go and see everyone. The kids are getting big. Pastor Matt sat with me. It was great. THIRD SERMON ON WAVES AND WATER AND RESCUES in 2 days Then I went to the men's meeting. The speaker Pastor Gene shared this great story. A ship went down in Lake Michigan and the water was furious. A young who was a great swimmer swam out to the place and rescued 17 people by taking a rope out to them. Then he returned to land and not one of those people said Thank you. He was disabled afterwards. Afterwards we sat around a round table and a retired college pro...

I was told by Shadi he wants me to leave by January as his mother is coming I was gracious I said "You want me to leave?" He said yes. I struggled with it all day. As soon as I got in my car, a sermon about Jesus calming the storm was on from Pastor of Calvary Chapel. It included interesting facts about the wind and waves and Jonah too.r That night I went to church at Cottonwood and they also talked about the calming of storms. It was great. I didn't send text to Jacob but he was at church and sent me a text. That was encouraging I feel like God is holding me up in this "storm." I know in reality its not the end of the world but I am thankful for the upholding. I know there has been trouble since I've been here. I was uncomfortable living here with his mother here. There was the incident when  I came here and his mother was here and I didn't respond to her. It was a mess. Shadi said he didn't tell me because of the whole cancer s...

went to open mike yesterday bought a new guitar one of the thin ovations. I got 90 dollars for my acoustic and red electric guitars. good to unload them. and there was 10 percent off so it came out to 366 .  i went to barnoa. did One of the these days adn Jujus dancing. A kid came up and said he was told I was an interesting person. i also got my mattress today. i really like it very nice and sturdy. have worked on Basma wabha episode to do thursday. i will also be with Abouna on Friday that will pay for guitar also Wael Rook contacted me on line. he was tortured under teh mosque and denied Christ and feels bad about it